One year ago today, I was at Adam and Whitney's rehearsal dinner. Earlier that day, that morning, was when I got my positive pregnancy test. It's been a year and now, I have a baby who is will be four months old at the end of this week. Jason and I were trying to get pregnant, but I remember feeling so overwhelmed when I saw the two pink lines. The first trimester was hard, in a lot of ways but things got a lot better about halfway through. At the end, I barely slept and felt big and round, but never felt horrible. And then there was this baby, my Ethan. I never knew my heart could feel as big and full as it did the minute I looked down at him. I fell even more in love with Jason. I felt a sense of connection and understanding with all other mothers.
He'll be four months old on Friday, the 4th. He's smiling and laughing now; his personality is really starting to shine through. And whatever I felt before, a year ago, is nothing compared to the love I feel now.
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